I just want you all to know that hospital food sucks.

[Filter: Private, Language: German]

Gemini, I really have no idea what to say to you. I should be mad at you. I want to be mad at you.

That was my BROTHER.

[Filter: Private/ Language: German]

Suddenly, I feel like I want to hit someone. But she's a grown woman and can make her own decisions, even if it's sleeping with foreign men.

All I can do is be here?

[Filter: Public/ Language:English]

Contrary to popular belief, I'm not dead. Bet some of you were hoping.

So, nice weather we've been having, huh?

So, is the world over yet?

[Private, language:German]

At this rate, the bookstore is going to stop believing me.

Two of us left. This is really fucking stupid.

I mean, he might have been an asshole, but...

My brother. Fuck.

[Public,Language: English]

idiot

I figured I should check back in here, but what do you say when there's nothing to say?

I bought you flowers. The ones you liked. Happy mother's day.

Having a job is more trouble than it's worth.

Money should just grow on trees and save me the trouble.

Drunk. Not drunk enough for incoherency. Damn my natural booze tolerance.

[Filter: Karin]

Promise I'll sober up long enough to help out. Told work I had a death in the family, they gave me a week to sort it out.

[Filter: Gemini]

How weird is this going to get?

[Filter: Elias]
How're you holding up, twin of mine?

[Filter: Robert]
Fuck you. I don't know how, but this is your fault.

It seems I have made a terrible, terrible mistake, but never once have I forgotten your beautiful face.

Really, it is your fault that I have not been so attentive. I find myself wanting to give you the best of everything, so I have managed to secure a fairly well-paying job.
Sadly, this leaves little time for checking things like journals.

I hope you will forgive me my dear, and accompany me to [name of very fancy restaurant] this evening. I have a surprise for you.